This town doesn’t feel like home anymore. I never thought it would come to this. People that i thought once cared obviously don’t. I feel a little lost and out of place when i come here and that’s unfortunate. Life sure does change. Maybe it’s time to start somewhere new. Somewhere far, far away.
I think i finally feel content. I’m trying not to feel so scared. We worked so hard to get to this point. I’m so happy. I’m so thankful you stuck around. I feel like we’re in a good place and moving towards a good future. I love you.
Brian just left to go back home. ): I miss him already but i’m really glad he got to come! We had a lot of fun. I got to take him uptown, Panda Express, Ikea, and the mall. We also danced A LOT at the show as well as cuddle in my small ass bed in my dorm and watch movies. I’m content right now. (:
Hopefully he’ll get to come back soon.
In other news, i’m hoping i get to talk to mom today about some things. I can’t believe she was so understanding. Maybe it’ll all workout.
Well i’m supposed to go do some stuff with my sister and the kids tonight. That should be fun!